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Sunday, September 24, 2006

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 05:11:27 GMT

I'm moving.

This blog anyway.

http://stripandstrap.blogspot.com/

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Sat, 23 Sep 2006 02:33:55 GMT

I've seen people come and go and normally, when they go, they never come back... or at least that intimate and sincere concern doesn't. You may act as if nothing really happened, but come on, no one could really deny the awkward silence and the thick, heavy air suddenly appearing as if you were on the top of some Himalayan atmosphere. Lets face it -- broken friendships may as well never become friendship again.

And so it goes, I am having another pessimistic view on the vicous process of this so-called friendship. Im 18 and still I cant effing understand how all of this goes and how it all happens. I'd hate to accept the fact that I am quoting this, but yeah, "I'm clueless".

Love issues on the other hand have become considerably challenging and confusing. One minute, we're okay, the next, we're not. How can just being with someone become this hard? I mean, you're just with someone, how hard can it be? Maybe I'm a dunce for not being able to manage a simple relationship. I mean, HE loves me and could, at any moment, sell his soul for my welfare! And what do I do? I start a conflict in every little fold of imperfection I can see. I am difficult and trust me, thats an underestimation. . . . .

And then, academically speaking, I am failing... little by little, disregarding the sheer relevance of studying. Not only am I engrossed to sleeping but I have absolutely dedicated my time to self-ruination and utter devastation.

Sooner or later, when my conscience has gone and my soul has turned into this black entity of nothingness, maybe I'll decide to kill myself.............

..... or sleep forever.

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 09:49:15 GMT

Last night was uuuuuuuuuuuber fun -- we went to the MTV Pilipinas 2006. So yeah, we went, we shouted and we were the ugliest people there. *enter Marilyn Manson's Beautiful People*

Earlier today, I went to SM Manila to shop. Kuya Neil and I went looking for clothes and although I saw potential purchases, I held myself back for the fact that these kinds of clothes were very.... party-ish?! Only people from *insert certain sorority* wear those kinds of clothes to school so I rather didnt. *sigh* Its the ukay for me, once again.

I just felt like dissing. So.......... now what?

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 21:28:46 GMT

My gad! It's Martial Law!!!!

Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!! Martial Law!!!

“My order to my soldiers is that if they are certain that there are armed rebels in a house or yard, shoot them),” he said. "Sorry na lang kung may madamay na sibilyan (It will be a pity if there are civilians who may get hurt or killed in the process)... why are they consorting with the enemy [in the first place]?” ~ Gen. Palparan to media

My gad. b....er.....d....ug....o!!

berdugo!!! berdugo!!!! berdugooooooooooo!!

People of the Philippines, we are facing hell....

"Debut"

Wed, 09 Aug 2006 10:43:03 GMT

Disclaimer: This is maybe as pukey as a CANDY contributor kilig moment. If you puke upon reading cheesy stories of couples and shi*, browse away.. Quickly.

For anyone who didnt know (and if you didnt, i would hate you), yesterday was my birthday. Like any debutant who did not have parties (I would be killed by guilt if I partied during a family crisis), I was depressed as hell. The gift I wanted wasnt exactly what I wanted and to make matters worse, I was late again for my 8:30 class. But of course, that wasnt new. I thought the day would be... ordinary. I planned a little libre thing for my blockmates, my sisses and my brethren. A pizza for the block, 2 pizzas for the frat. That was enough and so, I went on the day with grief in one hand and hopefulness on the other -- hope that something might come up... something unexpected.

Aside from the Pi Sigma Frat asking blood donations from Mi and I (the moment I saw the people laying on the little folding beds with a bag of 450ml of blood on their chest, I had the urge to check "epileptic" on my form) the day was fairly normal. Mi asked me to smell the wood on the xerox machine and the 'xerox man' was laughing at me so hard because I was sooooooooo gullible. Damn you de Lemos!!!!! Anyway, before I was rudely interrupted by myself, the day was so-so okay. After Hum2, I texted Kuya Neil where the pizza for my block was because Nolan just arrived. He comes to me, pulls me to RH hall, tells me to wait for something I didnt know and pulls Ting and Nolan. I on the other hand was smelling something fishy -- the smoked salmon kind. :P

All of a sudden, Ting and Nolan approach me, each holding a rose. OMG!! I know what he's about to do!!!! Suddenly, all of the brods come to my direction in one straight line each holding a rose... they were my 18 rosesssssss!! They were asking, baka gusto mo isayaw ka pa namin but I was too dumbfounded to reply. Nasa gitna kami ng CAS parking lot so malamang diba, mahihiya ka nalang na matutuwa. The brods escort me to the tambayan and everyone was looking at us. Tim was shouting something like Urong! Urong! Dadaan ang prinsesa!! *blushes again* Then, as I arrive the tambayan, I see the sisses holding candles.... 18 candles kooooooooooooooo!!!! My gad! It was sooooooo overwhelming! So nakahilera na lahat ng sisses sa labas and yung brods, pag pasok ko si Neil nasa loob ng tambayan may hawak na bouquet. *sigh* Everything was too perfect!!!

"Age doesn't matter"

After everything, all I did was cry. I feel like the luckiest girl in the world that day. Thanks love!

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 09:55:11 GMT

Have you seen Nelly Furtado lately?

From such a simple girl with almost no makeup and unplucked eyebrows, she morphs into this super gorgeous ghetto girl whose song lyrics evolve from "i'm like a bird" to "promiscuous boy". Her singles are suggestive of loose morals (nympho and promiscuous? dang!) and maybe thats what she means by her album title, "Loose". *sigh*

~~Hollywood~~ L.A., nice work on the corrupt-the-minds-of-the-people program and the make-everyone-else-feel-its-normal tactic! You once again did a very persuasive job.

I love NELLY!!!

Monday, July 24, 2006

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 08:09:46 GMT

SONA. State of the Nation Address.

If you listen to the speech, all you'll here are sugar coated, high falluting words wrapped in rainbow colored, compound-complex sentences. Underneath everything though, there's CRAP. Nice tactic: confuse the whole uneducated and miseducated masses of the Philippines then let the smart, rich, stealing people clap for you so that whatever you're trying to say might sound irresistably delightful! Dissapointing, I didnt have the gut to watch the whole thing - my heart started beating like crazy, kind of like when you feel something isnt going right... or maybe its my Econ exam. Damn you Econ!!!!

What is the real State of the Nation? Does it really need industrialization? Commercialization? Globalization? THEY say, those sort of things are what we need. Is it really the stuff we need right now? They tell us that they're supporting people's welfare through abolishing the death penalty. Then why are there still extra judicial killings and political abductions?? Life is, so they say, full of contradictions. I say, the government is full of ... bullshit.

A funny quote though: "Salamat sa Sambayan .... for supporting anarchy instead of harmony."

Yeah. Nadulas!! hehehehehehe.

DOTA muna ako. huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu. T____T

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 12:58:00 GMT

I just came home from Cebu and it was, yet again, paradise. Temporary though but still, I had a blast!! I was sort of hoping that my "vacation" won't ever ever ever end but someone was left here at Manila so I had to come back (as if naman dba?). Mwehehehehe. So anyway, everything was great and dandy although I had such a bad case of LBM this morning - caffeine, hot choco and alcohol should not ever be mixed! *pffft* So anyway, heres what we did at Cebu (this will be long. kaso sarap lang ikuwento eh! SAYAAAAAA!!!)

Tuesday

We arrive at Cebu. Mom and dad were looking for hotels but Marish and I had to go to Tito Jun's and "party". We arrive and the 1st thing I saw was a band composed of old and young people - cool. We (Marish and I) just ATE and bonded with ate Aiza and then Lucky's family came. JM was effing cute! As the night progressed, K. Alex was playing card tricks when this guy invited him to play the drums. After much persuasion, K.Alex agreed and he played. I was left alone and so, the guy who invited K.Alex (who btw was "vincent") became my new cebuano friend. :)

Wednesday

The wedding. It was okay. I GOT THE FRIKKIN BOQUET THOUGH BECAUSE K.ALEX DIDN'T SAVE MEEEEEEEEE!! This guy (drummer of the band who was playing at the reception) had to kiss me pa... GAWD! The emcee of the reception was a freak. We ended up doing a beso beso because I "came from a conservative family" and my whole family was shouting "EEEEWW!! NOOOOO" and Marish was on the verge of a really bad tongue slip: "HOY NIKKI, ISUSUMBONG KITA!!!!!!!!!"

The food was great.

Thursday

Went to Mt. View and played around. It was a tambay moment because we just played sa playground and after that, camwhored at Waterfront hotel. Delphi, her sibs and Ate Aiza's family had to go because... I dunno. Delphi was going to Siargo and surf... I think? After our farewells, we had to wait for Kuya Baltaire (fave cousin) who was suppppper late! Then we ate at CHIKA AN. Lucky, Marish and I though of a new 'barkada' name: PAPAMPAM (photogenic asia mallers).

The food was HEAVENLY, AWESOME and BREATHTAKINGLY SUPERB.:)

Friday

Went to Sumilon Island and we were almost the only people at the whole island!! We went snorkelling, kayaking, bathing at the sandbar (where porno stars were doing a pictorial), hiking and bonded with our favorite American cousin.:) This was the HEAVEN part of the trip. Dad and Josh went fishing and they got stranded out at sea - that was funny. hehehe.

The food was soooooo goooooooood especially the mango cheesecake.

Saturday

This was our last day. We ate at some lighthouse sea food thingy and we saw SANDARA PARK. harhar. She was small and had beautiful skin. Thats it. Nothing too special. We ate too much and until now, I have a hangover from too much food. Afterwards, Kuya Bernyl and his sibs treated us (marish and I) the whoooooole day. We saw Superman, ate at a yummy dimsum place, went to offroads (although we didnt have the chance to go carting) and drank coffee, went to Ayala and drank... drinks. Marish drank a preety hard pina collada straight and it was soooooo funny because she kept laughing. She was so red Ate Yaya was so nervous she'd get in trouble with our dad. I love ate Yaya and Kuya Emem!!! Lol.:) At around 12mn, Kuya Alex shows up with Vincent and we drank coffee because TJ's was closing. We stayed there til 3am aaaaand Kuya Alex slept at our hotel room. :D During the morning, Kuya Alex and I became victims of LBM (Marish was spared. She didnt drink coffee)

.................

I'm exhausted. I LOVE CEBUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 17:28:46 GMT

*RANDOM raves and rants*

Hello dark world of homework and late night reviews - we meet again... *sigh* Classes are back. Unfortunately, our block ceases to exist because all of us picked our own scheds which means that we have our own lives now .... except for Ting and I. We have all the same classes together!! Yey! Good thing he copied my sched or else - I would die of lonesomeness and embarassment. I have this feeling that my anti social tendencies are getting worse.

Anyhoo, I am so effing pissed. If only I listened to Kitten (who I miss by the way), then life wouldnt be THIS miserable. Pfft.... Nasa huli nga naman ang pagsisisi. .....

I'm leaving for Cebu the next week! Yey! Paradise is once more approaching although I know I'd miss a lot of academic shit. But hey! Cebu comes once every 5 years, or so I think. Huhuhuhu. Thank goodness I'm not GC!

Im planning a picnic at Diliman! Who wants in? Lets all wear sunday dresses and big gigantic hats. Haaay. old school man!

I'm bored.

I am sooooo in love with...... well, you know -- ADAM LAZARRA. Very gay, very Neil. hahaha!

I am soooo buried with debts. This just means I wont be buying load for the week. *ehem* FINANCIER ko? lol. kidding.

Booooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, June 08, 2006

Thu, 08 Jun 2006 23:04:15 GMT

I am sooooooooo cramming Mian's presentation for her debut although when I started cramming, the presentation started to look really good!:) hay nako. what to do... what to do......... I'm running out of ideas!!!!!

Anyhoo... lalang. I am so busy and school hasn't even started yet. Puro sponsors at gimik inaatupag ko... bumawi talaga kung kelan magpapasukan na eh, pota. heehhe.

Our block was, I heard, going to be dissolved. As of next year, 19 of us remain for the next school year which means that 10 are gone, including Nolan and Kitten. Kairita diba? Argh. Tapos yung iba pa delayed/irreg at kaming mga natitira? Eto. Kawawa. huhuhu.

*This was a poor excuse for an entry. Dami kasi ginagawa, nabored lang all of a sudden. hehe. *CRAM ULIT*